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Eh, this thing is pretty stupid now. I don't think I'm gonna post in it anymore. It's pretty much just become a place for me to write out stupid shit when I'm high. I rarely read anyone else's journals also. Stop reading about other people's lives and go live your own (and be happy while doing so). Peace.
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[21 Sep 2003|10:15pm] |
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Soilwork!!!!! :D :D SOilwoRk |
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Alright all I gotta say is this: Weed, salvia, lucky charms, soilwork. On a television show in the midwest. Peter saw it on Sunday, but missed the sneak preview. Niggaz hear you saying nigga and they like 'what they say?' and den they beat you. i ride with a clip filled with coffee shit, placed in a cabin in case i wanna start a challenge with a guy with a beard with a dog with a hat slap you scrotum with a bat, holla at the buxton crew cuz they from maine holla with your dolla you gotta put em up put up em titties rock em up yo bitch ass oooh so fly holla at cereal bitch cuz they so high and when it tastes like salsa, you know it's good, and if it's a white actin black then it's tiger woods. Marshmellows and mellamox, bitchez. D!BANG
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| "feeling alright, here at the top of the world" |
[18 Sep 2003|07:46pm] |
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Today was an interesting day. After school I just randomly purchased a black Gameboy Advance SP with Final Fantasy: Tactics. I saw Ai-Viet playing it in Physics, it looked pretty cool, so I bought it..... along with the $100 system. Oh well. Now I have $15 to last me an entire week. I'm so fucked. I doubt I'll be going to Wells much for the next week, haha.
Even more interesting was the jam session that was held at my house today. Ai-Viet, Joel, and Mackenzie all came so we can try to get something together before the battle of the bands (which is October 3rd). We sort of got a song going. Dave and Lance also came and chilled. I think we can definately throw some songs together before the show.
My classes are going quite well and I'm already getting all A's. Sociology fucking rocks. It's probably the best class I've taken, and I'm sure that we haven't even started the deep stuff yet.
Anyway, life is still better than ever and I plan on it staying like this for a while.
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[11 Sep 2003|09:39pm] |
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I told my mom that I smoke pot today. She knew, of course, but it fealt kinda good to just fess up. She just said that she doesn't approve of it, but she won't punish me for doing it, and that'd probably the best possible thing she could say (aside from "hey, i smoke too!"). I ran out today, but I'm not gonna buy anymore for about a week or so. I don't want to get into the habit of smoking everyday like I have been.
On another note, there's sooooo many hot girls at school this year for some reason. Most of them aren't freshmen, but girls that I've never really noticed til now, so that's good. I better get with some... it's my senior year! I'm looking forward to this weekend. I'm getting sick of waking up at 6 every morning. I'l be glad to sleep in on Saturday til about 10 (I have work... yay). I hung out with Heather today, smoked 3 bowls with her, then went to various Sanford locations. I bought the El-P CD (which I've listened to three times already) and I ordered some Def Jux clothes online. I really want a hat, so hopefully the DJX one I ordered fits and looks good. I guess that's it. Peace.
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[10 Sep 2003|02:56pm] |
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I had to run a mile for gym today. My time was 6:55, which I am quite happy with. I didn't stop to walk once... I just kept on running. I was real out of breath after, but I managed. I'm dropping my Spanish class tomorrow and probably taking a study hall so I can just go home for third block, or I'm changing my gym class to third block and getting early release. I like my gym class now though, so I'm not sure. I'm currently also taking Physics and FST. Both classes aren't as bad as I thought they'd be. I've been smoking alot lately... I've done it everyday since I think Thursday. At 6 Ai-Viet, I, and whoever else that wants to join are having a smoking session. It should be pretty fun. I still love my Eclipse. It runs great. I find it funny how my mom still thinks I don't know how to drive it though. I haven't stalled in over a week. I listened to the new FATA CD and I've just now realized how horrible their singer is. Whatever, they're still good.
School is pretty good. There's lots of hot girls, which makes school a bit less bad. There's a dance this Saturday, but I'm going to Vibe. I just picked up a shift at Hannaford for Friday at 3. I'll have to go straight to work from school again, but whatever, I need the money. I'm only writing it in this in case I forget. :D Life is great right now, even with school. Peace.
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[05 Sep 2003|12:46pm] |
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School started yesterday... kinda. I went in for an hour and a half just to get my schedule pretty much. Ai-Viet and I went and got breakfast, I bought Poison The Well - You Come Before You (I've had it on my computer since it was released so I thought I'd buy it), then hung out at my house for a bit, then went down to Wells where we hung out at Irving for longer than we should have. Wine & Cheese sandwiches are the fucking best. Screw Subway. I think I may even goto Wine & Cheese again today. Later in the night I hung out with Wilfred, Dave, and Joe at Midtown. I bought some weed from an old friend of Wilfred that was riding a scooter around. It's pretty good stuff for it being commercial and all. After a while we went to some get together kinda thing at someone's house (I forget who). We hung out there for a bit, smoked a few bowls, hung out some more, then I decided I was hungry, so I went home.
Driving a standard when you're high is much harder than driving an automatic. The car is going great and I haven't stalled in days. I'm just fine with driving it now, but last night when I was high I was so horrible at it. I didn't stall, but it seemed like I revved my engine waaaaay too much when I was starting off. I dunno, it could have been just the heightened sense of hearing that goes along with being high. I love the car though.
Tonight at 8 I'm going to pick up Taylor and Chris from the train station. We're gonna smoke some pot and maybe goto the Sanford football game. I guess alot of people are going. I have to wake up at 5am tomorrow to be at work by 7, so I don't know how late I'm gonna be staying out. I'm gonna be soooo tired tomorrow, that is if I'm not late to work like I have been for every other shift before 12pm.
Vibe tomorrow, I'm gonna be tired as fuck. Oh well. That is all.
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[02 Sep 2003|01:55pm] |
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Yesterday was pretty interesting. I hung out with Kenny, Katey, two chicks from Vibe and one of the chick's brother. We went bowling in Dover, then went to Joker's for a bit and played air hockey, then went to Friendly Toast where we saw Colson, Joe, Matt, "Miran", Merrill, and Zack B. That made the night alot better just to be with more friends. I bought Aesop Rock - Labor Days (which is possibly the greatest hiphop CD I've heard... I like it better than Deltron 3030). We listened to that in Katey's car on the way back. The ride home was eh... quite interesting, hehe.
Right now my stepdad is getting my car registered. I called in sick to work, they told me I had to come in cuz they couldn't get anyone to cover my shift, so then my mom called up Judy and told her that I don't have a ride, so Judy got someone to cover my shift. Now I'm just waiting for my stepdad to get home, then I'm putting on my plates and I'm out.
Summer is now over, which sort of sucks, but I'm sure this year will be the best yet (senior year, baby!). This summer has been a major turning point in my life. I went from sitting at home playing computer games all the time and only going out a couple times a week last summer to being out all day and all night. I've made more friends than I can even count. Of course, me having a license and car is partially why this summer has ruled, but I've also changed quite a bit. I've gone from being rather anti-social to being very outgoing, social, and well, I now have many chicks, which rules. I love everything about my life right now. Here's a list of things that have been awesome this summer:
-Trak's parties the first nights of summer. If it weren't for me going there (and making myself known by getting completely tanked and puking everywhere) I probably wouldn't have made the friends that I have.
-Hanging out in Ogunquit. Sure, it's not always the funnest thing, but there's been some good memories.
-Swimming at the Ogunquit beach with Narin and Taylor after it was evacuated because of the thunderstorm.
-Smoking w/ Narin, Taylor, and Chris on the flag rock. I miss you guys already. Those nights were so damn fun.
-Hanging out at Irving. Once again, at times it was boring, but there were some good times.
-Working at Hannaford. I've made alot of friends just from working there also. It's been shitty at times, but for the most part, working there is quite fun.
-Going to the clubs with Kenny, Rommel, and JT Money. Probably the most fun I've had were with those guys. I look forward to more nights at Vibe and other clubs throughout the school year. It's the best and easiest way to meet really hot girls.
-That one day we had a Fetus Bomb practice. We didn't get shit done, but hey, it was a damn good time.
-Hanging out at Merrill's house being high as hell.
There's alot more good times that I've had this summer, but those are the ones that stick out the most. To all my old and new friends: I love you all. Lucien, Narin, Taylor, Chris, I'll look forward to seeing you guys on your breaks from college. It sucks to see your friends leave, but watching your loved ones go is just a part of life that you have to deal with. Well, that's all for now. Goodbye, best summer of my life, and hello, best school year of my life.
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[31 Aug 2003|11:11am] |
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Yesterday was a pretty good day. I started off looking for a car around Rochester. I didn't really see anything I liked. Then I went to work and during that time I saw Joe (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _snowinflorida), Matt, and then at a later time, the beautiful Kat (pink_pepsi). To make the day better, Kenny was working, JT Money was back and working as well, and it was nice and slow after a while. I got out a little early then went to Vibe with Kenny, JT, Jeff Brown, and some girl whose name I forget (but she's pretty damn hot, and a good dancer). After a while at Vibe I saw Dave, Wilfred, Buddy, Jason, and Josh (Sanford kids). It was cool because I'd just float around to each little group of friends in between dancing with girls. After Vibe we took a limo to Plum Crazy. I didn't really like it there. It was all reggae, which is damn hard to dance to. The dancers at Plum are damn good. The only girl I danced with was the one that came up with us. All the others were fat and ugly, or alot older and with someone. We left at 3 because that way we got our money back, then Dave dropped me off at home. When I got to my house, I noticed a sweet looking white Eclipse in the driveway. And, yes, it's mine. It's pretty nice. Has a CD player, it's 5-speed, 95 model (but it's the same as pretty much all the other models), new engine recently put in it, and so on. I can't drive it until Tuesday though (that's when the DMV and town hall opens). Aside from my horrid cough and really sore throat (damn smokers at Plum), I'm doing great.
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About an hour ago I just got into my first car accident!! It fucking sucks... I need a car to get to places, dammit! Anyway, here's the story:
Around maybe 09:55 AM I was driving to work. I was on 109 in Sanford, just past the Shaws plaza, in the right lane, when some old lady starts pulling out of Hancock Lumber. She stopped so I kept going, but then she fucking pulled out again, so I layed on my horn, slammed on my brakes, and went into the left lane. She kept going then we collided. I got out and so did the other person. Her car is completely totaled, mine just has a rather huge dent in the front right side of my car. My car is fixable, but the other person's is not. Oh well, I don't give a fuck about her car. My insurance is gonna be soooo much now, and since I only have minimal insurance I think I'm gonna have to pay for all the repairs on my car. I should have said my neck was hurt or something. ;) No one got hurt though, so that's good, I guess.
Anyway, now I'm at home, just hanging out. I tried calling my mom, but then I realized that I don't know her work phone number, and that I also don't really know where she works. Oh well. Yesterday was kinda cool. I hung out at Merrill's for a good while w/ Trak, Melanie, Matt, and obviously Josh. Then everyone but Merrill left so I was jsut there with him for a while until around 6:30 when Josh, Matt and I went to Portsmouth. I was gonna buy some clothes, but I only had $50 on me and there were no Peoples bank ATMs around, so I just bought The Royal Tenenbaums and Monty Python & The Holy Grail DVDs.
At least I found over twice as much money sitting in my checking account than I expected today. :D
Oh, and my bowl is still in my car... hopefully they don't find it...
Update: Got my bowl back :D
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FUNYUNS IS THE PLACE TO BE! oh shit. Umm I met this really hot girl at Vibe yesterday, but the number she gave me is disconnected. :( She was sooooo hot, too, but ill probably see her at vibe again. I worked 9 hours today, was 20 minutes late also. I actually enjoyed working. I just got bitched at by my stepdad, but i forget about what... it was funny. umm i guess thats it. later.
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| WTF IS GOING ON HERE?! |
[21 Aug 2003|11:58pm] |
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Alright, this shit just happened to me....
kittenkkisses: well you seem to not be all that
cool, so i guess the member directry sucks
Psykisk: alright... ill keep that in mind
Psykisk: i wont goto the member directory now :D
kittenkkisses: good, becuase my find also told
me how much of an ass you are too
Psykisk: you am i an ass? haha
Psykisk: how*
kittenkkisses: i dunno thats what she said
Psykisk: who's she?
kittenkkisses: i dont know
kittenkkisses: i forgot
Psykisk: oh, okay
kittenkkisses: but i suggest that you dont come
around our town, or im gonna lay you out, you
dont fuck with my friends like that hunny!
Psykisk: what town?
kittenkkisses: i forgot that too
kittenkkisses: but oh i hope i see you again
Psykisk: you're weeeiiiird
kittenkkisses: no your the one fucked in the
head
kittenkkisses: you dont stand people up,
Psykisk: why's that? lol
Psykisk: oh, hahahaha
Psykisk: jeez... all i said was that i wasnt gonna hangout with her
on friday... plus that shit was weeks ago
kittenkkisses: whoah what?
Psykisk: what?
kittenkkisses: i dont know what your talking
about
Psykisk: ...
Psykisk: you said i stood up your friend....
kittenkkisses: yeah but i dont know nothing
about you telling her you were going to hang
out with your friends. and nothing about
friday
Psykisk: oh... well that's what i told her
kittenkkisses: who are you talking about?
Psykisk: stephanie........
kittenkkisses: whos that?
Psykisk: wtf... you're stupid
kittenkkisses: thats not who im talking about?
Psykisk: who are you talking about then
kittenkkisses: Kyra?
Psykisk: who the fuck is that?
kittenkkisses: my friend
kittenkkisses: you met her at the club, and
then you went off alone, and then you were
supposed to see her the next day the same
spot and stuff and you never called or
anything
Psykisk: well i never heard of her
kittenkkisses: thats strange, becuase this is
the sn you gave her
Psykisk: i never gave anyone a s/n ???
kittenkkisses: but she got it huh?
Psykisk: uhh no
Psykisk: you said you found me through a member directory thing
kittenkkisses: well i lied
kittenkkisses: haha im a lier!
kittenkkisses: whooooooooohoo
Psykisk: ok
kittenkkisses: well go fuck off, and i how you
crash and get 5 girls pregnant! goodnight and
sweet nightmares!
Psykisk: wtf?
Previous message was not received by
kittenkkisses because of error: User
kittenkkisses is not available.
FUCKING WEIRD. Anyway, peace to Chris Brook. I'll miss ya, man. Good luck in college.
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[20 Aug 2003|01:24pm] |
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Yesterday I went to 7-11, where I met Chris Brook, Chris Sampson, and Joshua Merrill. I bought some Sobe Green Tea, then Merrill, Sampson, and I went to the Sampson house. After that we went to Subway, then to Ogunquit. Ogunquit was boring, but oddly enough, I really liked being there. Maybe it was the weather, or the chronic that I smoked the night before, but even just driving around, following Merrill (what a funny kid to follow when driving... oh well he just got his license, so congrats), I was very happy. It was a weird feeling, but it was a good feeling. After being at Ogunquit for a while Rommel called me asking if I was going to Vibe. I wasn't planning on it since know one else was going, but I decided I would, so I drove all the way back to Sanford to get my clothes, then back to Wells to pick up Rommel. As I was driving to get Rommel I saw a fucking bigass bullmoose run across the road right in front of me. It was just past the enterence to the Wells High School. I thought it was a horse at first, but then I saw it's antlers... the thing was huge. About a minute after getting the shit scared out of me because I almost hit a moose, I picked up Rommel then we went to Somersworth.
We got there before they let anyone in, which was a first. Rommel was my only friend I was there with this time, so I just talked with some of the other regulars that I've seen, but never bothered to talk to. I thought the night would suck at first, but the place eventually got packed. I danced with only three girls, but I was with one girl for most of the night, until she had to leave. I love dancing with a good dancer. Since I woke up at 6:45 earlier in the day, I was tired, so I was just sitting down and girls just started giving me lapdances. It was pretty cool, I got 5 of em all together. Anyway, we left at the close of the place (second time I've ever done that), I dropped off Rommel, then went home and slept. I'm glad that I didn't get pulled over like I have my past 3 times going to and from Vibe (at least one of those times I was a passenger).
I really don't want to goto work today. They only have me working for three hours and fifteen minutes. I'd much rather just hangout with my friends like yesterday. Oh well, I'm sure some cool people will be working today.
Update:
After writing that I went to 7-11. When I got back to my car, it was dead. luckily I got it started again, but Still. It scared me quite a Bit. Anyway I went to work, worked, then gave Joe a ride home. After that I bought a 1/4 and then I smoked some and now here I am, Listening to Audioslave, Eating some cheez-its, and Drinking some Sobe Green Tea beverage. Byebye:)
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| i am aliiiiiiiiiiiiive, i am aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive |
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It's 8 AM and I'm fucking awake. I went to bed at 2 last night. I've been awake since 6:45 for some reason. I can't fall back asleep, and it sucks. I dont think I'm going to Vibe tonight... sickness + many other people not going. :\ I dunno, maybe I will go. Last night was a good time. Saw Tysen and David at McDonald's and was like "yo". Went to the rock again... I love that place. :) Was gonna buy some more chronic, but was way too fucked, so I'm gonna do that today. I'm not even tired despite my lack of sleep (I've been getting 10-12 hours of sleep lately). I bought some Vanilla Pepsi last night and while it tastes good high, it takes like shit when you're not. I have today off. :) I'm definately gonna have some fun today, hehe. Lots of friends are going off to college real soon... it's gonna suck. Work was pretty fun yesterday, minus the carry out hour. I tried calling in sick cuz apparently I have a high fever, but they were all like "aww naw, big snoop dogg... you gotta come in, yo", so I did. I have no idea what the hell I'm gonna do for the next four or so hours until people wake up. Maybe I'll drum and wakeup the neighbors, hehehe.
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[17 Aug 2003|11:08pm] |
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I don't know what to put for an introduction, so this will have to do. The past few days have been decent, minus my shitty cold. I smoked 8 bowls of chronic by myself on Friday, then I ended up at the train station in Wells. Kenny Lau and I went to the mall... and perhaps some other places. We went to Club Level with Rommel and JT. The club sucked once again, but I was high so it was okay (i had 2 more bowls before going). When we got back to the train station I went to get into my car and the battery was dead. Kenny had to give me a ride all the way back to Sanford. Well, he didn't have to, but he did, so I'm happy about that. My stepdad started up my car the next day, then my mom gave me a ride to get my car, then I went to Chris Brook's party. It was a decent time. After that I went to JT's and Kenny, Rommel and I went to Vibe. Kenny got pulled over for going 60 when it was 35. That sucks for him. Vibe was horrible. Perhaps the worst night ever there. I only danced with 4 girls. Oh well, whatever. I'm kinda getting bored with the whole club scene, but perhaps it's just because the two bad nights in a row. Tuesday should be better. Today I worked and that's about it. I bagged for Lisa for a while and just messed around with her. That was pretty much it.
I haven't really talked to him much since Saturday, but I wish for the best of luck between Merrill and Stacy. Although it's not nearly as hard for me as it is for him, I don't like seeing my friends down. I do believe that they can make it work, unlike what most people may think.
This summer has been the best summer I've had, ever. It's gonna suck when it ends soon, and seeing a bunch of my friends, old and new, leave for college is gonna make the sucking start even earlier. I think I'm getting out of my whole "just wanna get laid" mode that I was in for a short while. I really wouldn't mind a relationship. Someone to care about and all that. Oh well, perhaps someday.
Double bass pedals fucking rule.
From, Dustin.
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Last night ruled. It was probably the best night at Vibe (for me) yet. I didn't makeout with anyone this time, but I danced with at least 10 chicks. I got one girl's number (didn't bother asking for any of the others -- the one that I did ask for the number of could dance REAL well) and even danced with a bunch of big booty black chicks, haha. Earlier yesterday Money, Rommel, Jeff, Kenny, and I went to TJ Max. Kenny, Jeff, and I bought jerseys there. Then we went to the Fox Run Mall. I bought a Celtics hat and a matching headband (the colors matched my jersey). After that we went to Joker's and played some laser tag. It was fun shit. After that we all got dressed up and went to Vibe.
When we first got there we were in front of these punk kids, all wearing trucker hats and black clothes n shit. When we got in the club, one of the kids went on the stage and started doing some gay dancing shit, but a bunch of girls went up and pushed him off. We all clapped. Right away I started grinding with chicks... no waiting like usual. I had a few girls say I was a good dancer, which is pretty cool because it was only my 5th time to a club. We left around 12 or 12:30 and went to Mobil and bought some food. I drank 3 bottles of water at the club and a big thing of Powerade at Mobil. I was so dehydrated. I dropped Casey off at home since he lives in Sanford, then went home.
As I was driving home, I noticed a cop driving behind me. I just thought to myself "not again" since I got pulled over last time coming back from Vibe. I decided to take a few back roads to see if the cop would follow me. Sure enough he did. I was wondering why he was following me because I was going exactly the speed limit the entire time. Once I got back onto Main St. near the junior high he pulled me over. Apparently my license plate light is out. Luckily I didn't get a ticket -- again. I guess I should fix that plate light soon (although I wasn't even aware that my car had a plate light). I got home, took off all my sweat-drenched clothes, then went to sleep.
I got my double bass pedal on Monday and the result of the pedal has been me drumming much, MUCH more. I love it now more than ever. Having a double pedal fucking rules. It's sooooo metal. Haha, well that's all for now.
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Yesterday I woke up at 11am, wondering to myself what I was going to do throughout the day, when my dad called. I totally forgot why I requested the day off, which was to goto a family reunion. So I showed up at my grandfather's house an hour late, but it was no big deal really. I just talked to my family, but oddly enough not my dad who I haven't seen in weeks, then we ate burgers. We played bocci ball or whatever for a while, but I really don't like that game, so I left. I got home, cut my hair, showered, then went to JT Money's house. Since Kenny's sister got caught stealing or something he couldn't make it, so I drove Jeff, JT, and Christian.
Vibe was kinda shitty last night. There were barely any hot girls. I noticed one really hot girl eyeing me and asking Rommel what my name was or something, so I danced with her a bit. I would have danced with her more, but she's a regular there anyway, so it doesn't matter. Money and Rommel left about an hour after getting there, so it was just Jeff, Kenny, and I. Jeff and I both found chicks to dance with. I didn't talk once to the girl I was grinding with, and we started making out and I was feeling her tits and all that stuff. It was pretty cool. I really wasn't interested in finding out her name or anything. Then the second she left (she had to go or something... I dunno) I started dancing with another girl who could REALLY shake it. It was quite nice. Then we all got bored, so went to Irving and Wendy's, then back to Vibe. I drove home alone cuz Kenny, Christian and Jeff went to Plum Crazy. Since it was my first time driving back alone, I missed a turn, so I turned around. I noticed lights in the distance and just thought it was a car. Fifteen minutes down Route 9, I was wondering why there was a car behind me at 2AM, so I was thinking it was a cop. I wasn't worried though because I wasn't speeding, but just to find out, I turned around to try to see lights up top. Right when I did that I saw the blue flashing lights turn on. I pulled over, got out my license and registration, gave it to the cop, he went back to his car for a couple minutes (the whole time I was just sooo pissed and nervous... I wasn't nervous the first time I got pulled over, but this time I was afraid of actually getting a ticket and losing my license like Joe). He came back, gave me my license and registration, then told me to have a good night. I didn't even get a verbal warning so I don't know why he pulled me over, but I was soooo happy that I didn't get a ticket. Anyway, I went home, took my sweat-drenched clothes off, then went to sleep.
I woke up today at 12 (my cellphone alarm clock waking me up -- my regular clock is unplugged since the light annoys me). I just drummed pretty much until I had to leave for work. I worked from 4:30-7:00 today. It was the most useless shift ever. Right before my shift ended Lucien and Joe greeted me, so I told them to wait a few minutes til I could go. Once I got out we went to Joe's house, but Lucien and Joe went to pick up Yvette. I called up Narin and picked him up. We hung out in Joe's room for a bit, then went to Wal-Mart. Joe bought some black hair dye. I saw my old best friend Lance there, who I haven't seen forever. It was nice talking with him again. After Wal-Mart we went to Wendy's, then back to Joe's house where he dyed his hair. His hair really doesn't look that bad. He looks soooo emo wearing Yvette's glasses though. After hanging out in his room for a while, we took off. Narin and I decided to call it a night, so I dropped him off, and now here I am. It's so incredibly hot right now... it sucks.
I decided that I'm gonna drop my Junior ROTC class to take Philosophy and Psychology. The closer I get to deciding on what I wanna do after high school, the less interested I become in the military. My mom's getting frustrated with me for throwing out some solid careers (computers, military), but whatever. I'd rather get paid shit for doing something I like then being miserable doing something with computers, or having someone own me for 4+ years in the military.
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| "I'm fuckin, in love" - JT Money |
[09 Aug 2003|02:40am] |
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Tonight was quite the memorable night. I slept until 12 today, then I went to the Fox Run Mall with Lucien and Matt. Matt bought an Xbox, I bought some K-Swiss shoes. After that we hung out at Daddy's for a while. Then we went to Irving in Wells where we met up with Zack B. After that we went to Ogunquit where Colson also showed up. So there we were, sitting at the square, with everyone smoking some form of tobacco, except for me. I've inhaled so much fucking second hand smoke today (oh yeah, Matt also bought a tobacco pipe). Then I went to JT Money's house and met up with him, Kenny, Rommel, and Nick. We went to Club Level in OOB. The club fucking sucks. $7 to get in, the place is tiny as hell, the music blows, and there were absolutely no hot girls there at all. At Vibe there's usually plenty of hot chicks, but not at this place. Luckily there was a fight before we left, so that made our stay in OOB somewhat okay. I only danced with one chick tonight, who was hot, but I stopped dancing after a while and then lost her (well... I forgot what she looked like... I just know she was hot). On our way back to Wells JT was on the phone with my old neighbor, Christa, and said some damn funny shit. He was lying so much and all Kenny and I could do was laugh. One thing he said was the subject, another funny thing was "I'm whipped." Haha, JT Money: whipped. Riiiiiight. So when we got to Wells we went to Congdon's and talked with Katie, then Joe, Ben, and some girl came in. Joe gave Money a high five, then when he left JT said "I have no fucking clue who that kid is." So then Kenny, JT, and I went over to Irving where we bought some shit. We were just sitting down in the parking lot when a car pulled up and four cross-dressers walked out. We were all laughing when they first stepped out (even though it was right next to us). They waved to JT when they left, which was pretty funny. Money seemed like he was in shock cuz he kept singing something like "I'm a faggot, I'm a faggot, so fuck me in the ass!" Ah well, Vibe tomorrow. That will be MUCH better than fucking Level. Time for sleep now.
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[07 Aug 2003|11:40pm] |
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Last night was fucking crazy. I told Stephanie that I didn't want to hangout Friday, then later on that I wasn't looking for a relationship, and all hell broke loose. It was almost as if we were together and I just broke up with her because that's how she seemed to take it. Whatever. Today I woke up at 8:20 and gave Joe (_snowinflorida) a ride to work. Then I went home, played my Xbox for a bit, played my drums, then went off to work, where I was from 2:30-9:30. When I got out I went to ogunquit and met up with a bunch of people, but they all shortly left, so Narin and I left. I gave Chris (the_cold_part) a ride home, then I drove home. Now I'm home... I'll probably play my Xbox in a bit. I have tomorrow and Saturday off :D Tomorrow I'm going to York beach with Kenny, then Saturday I'm going to Vibe. I still haven't smoked that salvia I have... i probably should sometime soon. Maybe tomorrow.... My double bass pedal is expected to come on Monday :( I was hoping for Friday, but oh well. I noticed today that I actually have biceps, which fucking rocks :D Pushing 10 carts at a time at hannaford pays off I guess. ;) I still have really small wrists though which I'm not too fond of, but I have long arms so whatever. Being skinny sucks at times. Kinda... Anyway, Saturday should be quite good. Hopefully I meet someone that night that is more just about having fun than having a relationship, hehe. Cuz the truth is, I just wanna fuck. Nothing more, nothing less. Word, I'm done. Peace.
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| "something's wrong with you... and i hope we never do meet again" |
[06 Aug 2003|10:51pm] |
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Ugh. I find someone who is crazy about me for once, and I'm crazy about her, for perhaps a day or two, then I get bored with her and now I'm looking for someone else. This sucks. While I still find Stephanie attractive, I have no desire to see her really. She's just a friend to me now. I guess the truth is that I really don't want a relationship. I guess I have to tell her that though, and not random LiveJournal viewers. Oh well. Today I went to Cilla's house and hung out with her, Laurel, and two guys came later. I worked from 5-10, and 3 hours I was outside doing carry out. Fucking shitty. Oh well, it's all over now, and I'm actually sober for a night... for now.
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